You beg him to call you, you do it cause you miss him, you do it because life has not been good to you and you want him to make it better, you do it because you just want to hear, it’s okay, I love you, it’ll be better soon.
You beg him to call you, you just want to be comforted, you just want to feel loved, but he doesn’t and you don’t get that call and you don’t hear the phone ring and you feel heart broken and empty and unloved, the same way you felt when your parents got divorced, the same way you felt when your friends invited everyone but you to the party, the same way you felt when your mother smacked you across the face for the first time because she was busy and tired and you were being annoying, the same way you felt when you first realized, no one loves you, no one loves you, no one loves you, oh well, get over it, stop crying.
